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Tonight I feel something different from others. Empty, quiet, no one is talking, just a dog is barking. The situation is like once I felt three years ago, where I lived in my old house. I miss those moments. I felt free. I enjoyed my life at that time, although I felt empty and lonely in my heart, at least there are the memories that I still keep deep in my heart.
I often wish, if I was able to save everything I had, I was still living my life there, with all my memories. Unfortunately, I can’t. I loss anything I have. I’d assume this is the destiny that God has desired for me, and this is the best way for us.
I start to learn to let it go, although this is very hard for me to take off all my childhood memories. Maybe It’s really not fair to me, and I have to fight against this feeling. The result, I still have not been able to beat this feeling. I really miss those days, those moments, but I always try to accept any fate that I can’t keep all of my memories. I still fight with this situation.
Learning to “Ikhlas” is very difficult indeed. Sometimes mouth stated that we could let all go, but our heart was not stated.
“Keikhlasan” was never in fact identical to the cessation of transparency and accountability. If we let go help someone, it means we are willing to be bothered constantly to ensure that our aid is effective, isn’t lost to other parties. People who don’t sincerely just don’t want to bother, don’t want to be embarrassed, and choose the arithmetic apparent reward. “I’ve been meaning to significant help.” while forgetting the obligation to ensure the success of our help.
It is just a small part on the theory that I found an article that discusses a person’s sincerity. If we discuss a theory, it may seem easier than we practice an art. We are only able to try and remember that sincerity is the science of life that we must learn in life.
*jika ada kesalahan tulis, ejaan bahkan grammar, harap dimaklumi, masih belajar*
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